[Long Axe] She might appear to be that heart attack waiting to happen Taking it back rapping She had plans, life in her hands Chose to sex women instead of her own man Holding a grown man, her mind was lie mush Had a rainbow logo tatted on her butt A crush on ____, didn\'t like Doms Baggy ass jeans and had big ass arms This was Lisa abused as a teen Raped by her uncle, an undercover dope fiend I wish she could talk about it y\'all She thought herself choking Why did you have to tear up my life with that sexual knife Kept stabbing, kept grabbing Slamming the force in, the portion Childhood riddled with drug and abortion Thoughts were cold and then boiling And kept pouring \'Suicidal Thoughts\', no Biggie, happened so often Baby it happened so often
[Long Axe] Then she grew nasty hot in the past Jeans were steady bulging, waving her hand Digging her man, about twice what her age is Acting like a mistress taken through the stages First he was beaten them in a hotel motel 2am, three rubbers and a blunt Forty five minutes she tunes it all out What she remembered was her uncle in her cunt Maybe in the pain, she felt a little shelter Hate was so regular, no one could help her She was a regular to sincere niggas From dudes that tote to totes To dudes that tote triggers Growing up fast lost in darkness Can\'t see past the grass by her apartment And where she watches, nowhere watch us Out of time, out her goddamn mind
[Chorus x4: Long Axe] This is the scene where dreams withstand life Wind breakers that don\'t break in light Home niggas that don\'t stay in life Jawbreakers, bitter to the end
