Right now I am feeling so sad because nobody never talks to me at all this is how I really feel every single time though yeah I am feeling bored because really I got no one to talk to and I think am starting to feel left out by everybody, and they never notice me or talk to me but anyway that is so unfair and my feelings are starting to get hurt right now I guess what I mean by that is am down and out, all the time but everyday am not happy at all because I am mad, sad, lonely or just plain bored everybody but nothing or nobody will ever cheer me up again and every expression I show around people that is how I truly feel though, but probably I got what I deserve then from all of this crap I am trying so hard to make people understand how I feel each and everyday but when I do it always falls on me, and I know nobody really cares about what I do so it doesn't even matter to me at all what people think because I know I could become the best if I try and people are mean and rude to me but they don't show no respect or treat me the way they should, and some say I am weird but guess what you don't know what it feels like to be me anyway no actually because everytime I have a friend it always leads to a serious problem like argumenting, crying, feelings get hurt really bad and more stuff like that anyway so that's why I will never make friend's again, and to be honest I don't get along with nobody can't stop thinking about you all the time flirting beautiful as I see it in me oh because I feel that way all the time and sometimes it will never go away I guess I will never ever get notice and nobody even understands my feelings or emotions, oh I didn't even know I am so sorry and for some reason I feel this way. Desperation of finding, looking for that perfect someone desperation of finding, but who could it be desperation of finding, just gotta find you out there somewhere desperation of finding, please come back to me desperation of finding, then it was all a lie desperation of finding, inside my heart forever and always desperation of finding, desperation of finding. All the time and I know it don't make sense to nobody so it's not my fault that is how everything is no I'm sorry because I love you just the way you are because that is what I see myself as and I always get make fun of sometimes, and I guess I know what people think of me time to time when I am not around anyway but it doesn't even make no sense though that I get treated like this everybody oh because those emotions are mine but anyway that's how I feel, deep down inside each and everyday and I don't know why I just do and nobody will ever change me of this and sometimes I wish everything was different all around me but this must be the end for me I guess oh okay that's good I guess but I don't really know what's happening, nobody doesn't know how to explain these questions like I do if they just understand how I feel when I am around in this world of unknown display time go's by fast but when does this madness end I just gotta stop right now because that is what I see myself as and I always get make fun of sometimes, and I guess I know what people think of me time to time when I am not around anyway but it doesn't even make no sense though that I get treated like this from everybody sometimes I wish I could just show everybody who's ever been mean to me in this world that they were all losers, and should have been nice to me ya know what I mean yup I know and now it's time for me to get notice by everybody and somepoint in this world I will shine one day after another, I just miss talking to you but how do you feel about me and your really my sweetthang. Desperation of finding, looking for that perfect someone desperation of finding, but who could it be desperation of finding, just gotta find you out there somewhere desperation of finding, please come back to me desperation of finding, then it was all a lie desperation of finding, inside my heart forever and always desperation of finding, desperation of finding. Yeah I know I don't like that when people spread rumors or secrets because that will get on your nerves, if kids are talking about it behind your back but trust me that is sick and wrong seriously, everytime I look at a girl or just stare at them for a minut or second or if I talk to them they will say what are you looking at or they will say stop looking at me, this could be about anybody who is lonely and in desperation of finding the perfect someone just to let ya know though I just need someone to talk to, and don't you ever forget that you are special to me and I got much respect for you yup I know how you really feel because I never been in a relationship before and I don't have no friends or friendships with nobody, but that is cool with me and I like it like that see they shouldn't be doing or saying that kind of stuff to you but if they do just annoy them, wow everytime I see this girl she will blow my mind away just like that but her smile is amazing as the tiny stars in the sky and some say falling in love is a symbol of our friendship but anyways, you gotta understand how I really feel about you and somethings seem different when I am around people. Desperation of finding, looking for that perfect someone desperation of finding, but who could it be desperation of finding, just gotta find you out there somewhere desperation of finding, please come back to me desperation of finding, then it was all a lie desperation of finding, inside my heart forever and always desperation of finding, I wanna have my desperation of finding now, desperation of finding, inside my heart forever and always desperation of finding, I wanna have my desperation of finding now, please come back to me desperation of finding, then it was all a lie desperation of finding, desperation of finding, inside my heart forever and always desperation of finding, I wanna have my desperation of finding now, desperation of finding, I wanna have my desperation of finding now, desperation of finding.
