Somedays i sit, staring out the window.
Watching this world pass me by.
Sometimes i think, there's nothin to live for, i almost break down and cry.
Sometimes i think im crazy, im crazy o so crazy, why i am here am i just wastin my time?
But then i see my baby, suddenly im not crazy.
It all makes sense when i look into here eye's
Chorus.
Sometimes it feels like the worlds on my shoulder, everyones leanin' on me.
Sometimes it feels like the worlds almost over, but then she comes back to me.
Verse 2.
My baby girl, keeps getting older, i watch her grow up with pride.
People make jokes, cause they dont understand me, they just dont see my real side.
I act like shit dont phase me, inside it drives my crazy, my insecurities could eat my alive.
But then i see my baby, suddenly im not crazy.
It all makes sense when i look into here eye's
Chorus
Verse 3 (rap)
Man if i could sing i'd keep singin' this song to my daughter
If i could hit the notes i'd blow something as long as my father
to show her how i feel about her, how proud i am that got her
god im a daddy im so glad that her mom didnt *censured* (abort her)
Now you'd probely get this picture from my public persona,
that im a pistol-packing drug addict that bags on his mama,
but i wanna take this time to be perfectly honest, cause ther's alot of shit
that i keep bottled that hurts deep inside of my soul
and just know that i grow colder the older i grow,
this boulder on my shoulder gets heavy and harder to hold
and this load is like the weight of the world, and i think my neck is breaking
should i just give up, or try to live up to these expectations
now look, i love my daughter more than life in it self
but i got a wife thats determined to make my life living hell
But i handle it well, givin the circumstances im delt, so many chances
man its to bad i could of had someone else, but the years that i've wasted
is nothing to the tears that i've tasted, so here's what im facing:
three fellonies, six years of probation, i've went to jail for this woman
i've been to bat for this woman, i've taken bats to peoples backs bent over backwards for this woman
Man i should've seen it coming, why'd i stick my penis up it,
wouldn't have ripped the prenup up if i'd seen what she was fucking,
but fuck it, its over ther's no more reason to cry no more
i got my baby, baby the only lady that i adore (hailie)
so sayonara, try tomara nice to know you
my baby has travelled back to the arms of her rightful owner
and suddenly it seems like my shoulder blades have just shifted
its like the greates gift you can get, the weight has been lifted
And now it dont feel like the world's on my shoulder, everyone's leanin' on me
Cause my baby knows that her daddies a soldier, nothing can take her from me.
