one in thirty-five is saying sorry
through a bottle
say it's your job to scrape a living up,
that's all it does
well think it back over it,
hurts twice as much as living
itchy finger, finger, trigger, trigger
faster faster faster faster
one shot this is it
did you delay
you call it a nightmare now i call it a day
you hold yourself steady
at the edge of the bed
as you say finger, finger, trigger, trigger
click click click click click
click click click
