Oh my God!
My God, this can't be happening!
God tell me, tell me this isn't real!
I can't believe all that I have foreseen is finally happening
I cannot for a single sedong stand the way I feel
I always knew, Ii always saw it coming
Enveloped now, encased by my worst fear
I've never felt the nausea of longing to feel nothing
I've never wanted to sease to exist, just disappear
Fear memories are all the lie ahead
Never have I felt so lost
Memories dull my senses
Fear, tragedy is all that lies ahead
Never have I felt so dead
Once felt so warm, now I'm fucking freezing
I am the once embraced abandoned one
I raised my eyes up to the light in hopes of finding healing
No relief was mine, I was burnt by the sun
I feel so lost
