If you said that you could kill the things inside me
Youre just a liar, everything inside me is dead
Its nice of you to think that I could ever be that
But Im not, Im just a failure instead
Dont preach a story of success and gifted thinking.
Cause in the end were gonna end up the same way
Keep on living your whole life on hands and knees
Cause Ill be standing waiting, life ends the same way
Never wanted this life
Because its meaningless
Gone away from me
The life youve given is a poorly painted picture
The colors running and its staggering my life
A definition of the truth is all I wanted
Not mental beating falling short of stupidity
Dont give a speech on your prolific ways of living
You speak in vain whether you think you do or not
Spreading infection of the truth that leads to sick lies
You are the shame inside of me, you are mindrot
Never wanted this life
Because its meaningless
Gone away from me
If you said that you could kill the things inside me
Youre just a liar, everything inside me is dead
Its nice of you to think that I could ever be that
But Im not, Im just a failure instead
INSTEAD!!! I'M JUST A FAILURE INSTEAD!!!
INSTEAD!!!
Youre so mistaken on the life you think I wanted
Ill give you credit for the effort you put forth
Cause as it ends youre gonna start to realize that
Your fucking prejudice and words of wisdom go unheard
Never wanted this life
Because its meaningless
Gone away from me
