My stomach lurches like the radar sweeps
Through days and hours and dragging weeks
I've pandered down this primrose path
Where I can't cry, so I must laugh
I once was bitter, now I'm shy
But now I'm bitten I'm as sly
As all the effluence of youth
Malice for some, charity for none
This is the place where I do pray
But answered in that special way
This is the place where I'm alone
My seed will always go unsown
And through the effluence of youth
Fighting through your eyes comes truth
So long neglected now deployed
Against the fruit of your own loins
