when i pretend
everything is what i want it 2 b
i look exactly like wutt u had always
wanted 2 c
when i pretend
i can 4get about the criminal i am
stealing secounds after secounds just cause
i noe i can/but
i can't pretend tis is the way
it will stay/i'm just
trying 2 bend the truth
i cant pretend i'm who u want me 2 b
so i'm
lying my way from u
[no turning back now]
i wanna b pushed aside
so let me go
[no turning back now]
let me take back my life
i'd rather b all alone
[no turning back now]
anywhere on my own
cause i can c
[no turning back now]
the very worst part of u is me
i remember wutt u taught 2 me
remembewr condescending talk
of who i ought 2 b
remember listening 2 all of that
& tis again
so i pretended up a person who was fitting in
& now u think tis person
really is me & i'm
[trying 2 bend the truth]
but the more i push
the more i'm pulling away
cause i'm
lying my way from u
tis isn't wutt i wanted 2 b
i never thought that wutt i said
would have u running from me
like tis
the very worst part of u
the very worst part of u
is me!!
