Memories consume like opening the wounds,
I'm picking me apart again.
You all assume, I'm safe here in my room,
Unless I try to start again.
I don't want to be the one
The battles always choose,
Cuz inside I realize that I'm the one confused.
I don't know what's worth fighting for, or why I have to scream...
I don't know why I instigate, and say what I don't mean...
I don't know how I got this way, I know it's not alright...
So I'm breaking the habit,
I'm breaking the habit tonight.
Clutching my cure, I tightly lock the door,
I try to catch my breath again.
I hurt so much more than any time before,
I have no options left again.
I don't want to be the one the battles always choose,
Cuz inside I realize that I'm the one confused.
I don't know what's worth fighting for, or why I have to scream...
I don't know why I instigate, and say what I don't mean...
I don't know how I got this way, Ill never be alright...
So I'm breaking the habit,
I'm breaking the habit tonight.
Ill paint it on the walls cuz Im the one that falls
Ill never fight again
And this is how it ends
I dont know whats worth fighting for or why I have to scream...
But now I have some clarity to show you what I mean...
I don't know how I got this way, I'll never be alright...
So I'm breaking the habit,
I'm breaking the habit,
I'm breaking the habit tonight.
