When this began
I had nothing to say and I'd get lost in the nothingness inside of me
(I was confused)
And I let it all out to find
That I'm not the only with all these things in mind
(Inside of me)
But all the vacancy the words reaeled
Is the only thing I've got left to feel
(nothing to lose)
Just stuck, hollow and alone
And the fault is my own
And the fault is my own
I want to heal
I want to feel
What I thought was never real
I want to let go of the pain I've held so long
(Erase all the pain til it's gone)
I want to heal
I want to feel
Like I'm clouse to something real
I want to find something I've wanted all along
Somewhere I belong
ANd I've got nothing to say
I can't believe I didn't fall Right down on my face
(I was confused)
Looking eberywhere
Only to find that it's not the way I had imagined it all in my mind
(So what am I)
What do I have but negativity
Cause I can't justify the way everyone is looking at me
(Nothing to lose)
Nothing to gain, hollow and alone
And the fault is my own
And the fault is my own
I want to heal
I want to feel
What I thought was ever real
I want to let go of the pain I've held so long
(Erase all the pain til it's gone)
I want to heal
I want to feel
Like I'm close to something real
I want to find something I've wanted all along
Somewhere I belong
I will never know myself
Until I do this on my own
And I will never feel anything else
Until my wounds are healed
I will never be anything
`Til I break away from me
And I will break away
I'll find myself today
