My life's passing me by
But I don't wonder why.
Everything's a blur
Everything but her.
The lone light in the dark
She is a work of art.
So far out of reach
I know I cannot breach.
The wall that is between
Me and my Love serene.
Held in place by doubt
By my positon in and out.
It's no use to try
Though sometimes I wonder why.
It's a question I've had
Why we want so bad.
All of the things and that
We know that we can't have.
I have a broken life
That's trying to heal.
I guess it goes with my broken dreams
That are caused by a busted scope.
My desires have no
Sense of reality.
Although just because it's not there,
Doesn't mean that it's not welcome.
How long will I sit in the stands
And be nothing but a fan.
Ravaged by despair
I just a spectator.
Watching my life
From a secure place free of strife.
Because I cannot feel
What isn't real.
When will I learn
To never yearn.
For what I cannot get
It just isn't worth the shit.
It wouldn't kill me to try
If it would then I'll just die.
Better die trying content
Rather than just lie down and quit.
It's useless I know
I'm aware my scope is broke.
I have a broken life
That's trying to heal.
I guess it goes with my broken dreams
That are caused by a busted scope.
My desires have no
Sense of reality
Although just because it's not there
Doesn't mean that it's not wel-
Come look inside.
Tell me where I can hide.
See my feelings
My feelings about I-
