When I first met you
I knew right from the start
The closer that we got
The sooner it'd fall apart
You tried to make it work
you gave me all you had
but I grew scared
I wish I could explain
the changes that I felt
one minute we were fine
but the bond began to melt
I tried to understand
what happened to my plans
I found no answers
Did you tell me what you saw in me?
Did I ever think my thoughts were real?
If you gave me everything I'd still
feel the same
All that she wanted was more
I let her down, then I walked out the door
I can't stand this, I can't stand this
Since those stormy times
I've never found the way
I keep searching everywhere
what's become of me today
I feel like even then
I should have realized
how things work out
I hope that from now on
the memory will be clear
that building up my dreams
can never replace my fears
the more I learn to give
the happier I will be
inside
I'm shaken and whiter than a ghost
left out, kept out and sent my way home
I could have been a lie but I know it's not right
"Wanna Live Insida You"
(for that certain boy next door)
